The miserable part is now over, but just for a while.

Assalamualaikum

At last i can really write something as my new entry. For this past few weeks I'm really busy completing my project as the submission date of my technical paper is today. Luckily i managed to complete it right on time. Alhamdulillah. thanks to God that give me the determination to complete all the task.

Yes, i was really busy especially these past 2 days. On Monday i had 2 interviews. One is the BEL interview which is subject that i taken for this semester and another one is TPM interview. Both interviews supposed schedule at 9.am but, luckily my lecturer had gave me permission to do my interview earlier. So, i attend the interview at 8.05 am. Yes , it was too early, but i don't have any choice because my TPM interview cannot be postponed.

Talking about TPM, maybe some of you already know what it stand for. It is stand for Tenaga Pengajar Muda or Young Lecturer Scheme. I'm applying for master actually in Power system field. During the interview, there were only 2 uitm's student and the rest are come for other universities. I was nervous because i didn't expect that they will be students from others universities. I'm the 8th candidate and before me, they are all boys. So that makes me become more nervous.

Luckily, the interviewer were uitm's lecturers, so i really relief. They were Dr Wan Norainin and Dr Ngah Ramzi. They are good but Dr Ngah asked a lots of question and some of the question i didn't know how to answered it. At first i feel like really downed, but Dr Ngah was so friendly so, he didn't say anything instead he making jokes. While Dr Wan Norainin just like a mother. She always backup me, each time i don't have good answer. The interview was like 15-20 minutes.

Then after the interview, i have a presentation. Luckily, all went very well. While at night i have to struggle finishing my assignment and also the technical paper. It was miserable. I slept at 2.30 am and wake up at 7 a.m and straight away continued doing my assignment and technical paper.

Thank to God, now all were settled. Both technical paper and assignment are already submitted!!Yeah now I'm free but just for a while. Next week will be a big week since the presentation of my final year project will be held on 19/4/2011. But still i don't prepare anything yet for the presentation . I need a day off..hahahha.. Oh forgot to say, my hand phone lost. yes, I'm too careless and don't know how the hand phone can lost. But i already bought a new phone..

So now i have to focus on my presentation and thesis and not forgotten my final exam. It just left not more than a month to finish it. I just can't believe it, it's already 4 years i'm in this field. Hope i will finish it successfully!!

Me!

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Alhamdulillah. Terlalu banyak rezeki yang Tuhan bagi kat aku sampai kadang - kadang aku terpikir, layak ka aku untuk semua ni.? Apa-apa pun alhamdulillah. Peluang seumur hidup yang aku tak pernah terpikir.

It's still not confirm yet. Many procedures are needed before i can I achieve 'this' thing. I just hope i can perform well in my final semester. I just hope for the best.

Kalau tuhan dah tentukan ini rezeki aku alhamdulillah and kalau ini hanyalah ujian semata-mata, tetap alhamdulillah. Sebab, tuhan dah beri sedikit kenikmatan kepada aku. Walaupun sedikit, alhamdulillah.

"Ya Allah, andai ini yang terbaik yang telah Engkau tetapkan buatku, permudahkanlah segala urusanku. Jikalau ini ujian yang kau turunkan buat hamba seperti aku, aku redha. Jadikanlah aku antara hamba - hambamu yang sentisa bersyukur apabila mendapat nikmat dariMu dan jadikanlah aku antara hamaba - hambamu yang sentisa bersabar bila ditimpa sesuatu ujian. Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui"

Sometimes we have to look to the past

Assalamualaikum

When you start being a student you tend to think, when all this gonna over? How many years does it takes to live in this miserable life as a student. But when it's over, then you will regret, that it is over. Life as a student.

There are no more holidays, no more skipping classes and no more variation. What we'll face is just the same routine every day until we get retire. At that point you will start thinking how cool to be back, being a student. A miserable life but yet had a lot of fun.

Being an engineering student is not really in my wishing list. I never thought one day I'll be here being an engineering student. But here I am right now completing my final year as an engineering student. Maybe some will says, i am lucky because i can overcome this and get through it until the end.

But sometimes i felt i had make a wrong decision in my entire life by choosing this course. I keep telling it to myself that i had make a wrong decision. But then i think, there are reasons why god make me come out with this decision. Yes, God knows what the best for you.

When looking back to the past, i realized that, before i choose this course, i had pray to God to show me what the best for me and i end up by choosing this course. And now i feel regret because i am now complaining what God had gave to me. What i have done.? I must keep going because i know, God have plan something better for me.

So lets through this life as a student. Because the time is ticking very fast. And use it as best as you can cause you will never sure either you can be in this miserable life again or not because you will start stuck with the same routine in the next maybe 30 years. Being student is a great think that ever happen in your life. Believe me!!

Everything happens come with a good reason!

Assalamualaikum

I'm feeling really stress right now. Many bad things, not really bad actually but something that I'm not comfortable with happen to me lately.

FYP??? That makes me even more stress. One of my friend in her process of doing her technical paper and me, will attend an appointment with my sv this evening. I hope everything will going well. Hopefully.

I become more stress when my external hard disk, the new one(i have two actually) make a problem..i just bought it 3 months and now it giving me a problem. so i send it back. luckily i have a 3 years warranty. I hope my HD will be OK. Hopefully.

Mine,the white one!

And last 2 days, I'm not sure, Intel called me. Yes!It's Intel. Actually they had called me several times but i didn't pick up since I'm not alert with my phone. Back to the call. They call for an interview actually. Everything going well at first until then he asked we, where do i work. So i replied, I'm still studying and will be graduate on may. Then after a few minutes conversation he said he will call me back later.

It's a bit frustrating cause I now he didn't really read my resume since i have stated there I'll graduate on May. But it's okay, because I'm not really into it. I know a lot of people want to work at company such Intel, me too but not really looking towards it. My mum said, don't look to the pay, but choose what you like and what makes you happy.

She's right, maybe God will give me a better chance next time. Who knows right.?? I believe god has a really better plan, that's why i didn't get the interview. Okay.Bye.