The will of my own!

Assalamualaikum.

So, how's your holiday.? I hope everybody enjoy their holiday!! Entry before I'd wrote that i already quit. So maybe some of you curios, did i already got a job. ?Actually it was a cashier at one of the supermarket at my place. Not really a big supermarket, but just an ordinary one.

I know, it just a shame because i just can't stand there even for a week.!! It was really tough. Even doing practical at TNB is not though as this one. I had to worked for 12 hour everyday and they only paid me for only RM400. They will be over time each day for like 3 hours and each hour I'll be paid for RM 2 and they are no shift at all.

Actually, it was my bad because i already know about that but about the overtime i just knew it after i sign the agreement. It was a mistakes. I thought i would be able to stand there for 12 hour every day, but after a day and half, i made up my decision to quit. I don't care what the manager will say, what i know, i just tired working for 12 hours!!

This is my first experience working with a pay. Yes, it was tough, and now i really appreciate being home. Even though every day i have to do cleaning, laundry and cooking, it is more meaningful rather than working for 12 hour. Allah has show me that working to get money didn't make me happy instead i always feel stress and tired, but by helping my mom, i feel like, if i don't help her, who will. After all, maybe after this i don't have this opportunity to help my mother. So, this is the time for me to pay for all what had she done for me. Thank you mak!!

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Continue study. It is other things that make me feel very stress thinking of it. Should i go for master.? Or should i just pursue Phd? It is a tough decision to make. I'd asked a lot of my friends and most of them said to go for Phd. Because it's more fast rather than taking master than Phd. My mind just mixed up with all these. But one of my friends said " just go for master. Phd is not your level yet." When i think it back what he'd said was absolutely true. Even doing degree was tough, i bet Phd is more tough rite??

So, i just made up my decision. I will go for master even though i don't get the offer yet. I already attended the interview, but still there's no answer.I know, it's a risky decision for me. But i have to believe in myself. Either master or Phd.? Phd takes about 3 years to complete, but I'd asked one of my friend, he said he has a friend who did Phd without taking master, and it takes 5 years to finish. So it just the same as you taking master then take Phd. But it all depend on the person itself. If he/she committed doing their research 3 years is not a big deal. But for me i think i just want to go step by step.

I don't care what people will say to me. Maybe some of them will say that i just miss this chance, but i have my own reason of doing that. Even though i will not get the title Dr fast, but i will not be regret one day insyaAllah. I just hope this decision is the best decision and hope Allah will bless my choice and decision.. Amin...

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My disease?? It still the same. I already went to a doctor, and as usual he said I'm allergic. It is ridiculous.!! How come i get allergic everyday?? It just like i eat the same thing every day. But still the doctor insisted that i have allergic. The weird thing is that, even though i didn't get any meal on that day, they will be the same. So now what would you said? Am I still allergic to food?? Even though i didn't eat at all. hurm..Tomorrow my father will bring me to see another doctor and i hope this time, the doctor will not say, "It is allergic!". I just fade up listen to that word, because it doesn't make any sense at all..

Wasalam

Continue or NOT??

Assalamualaikum.

Yes, my FINAL exam was already finished and now one thing left is completing my thesis.. Now a week left for me to be here in UiTM. Seriously, it will be a sad moment leaving this university. 4 YEARS been here, a lot of things happen. Sad, happy, angry and too much feeling that i cannot describe. UiTM will always be in my heart. T_T

But yesterday, i went to faculty's office and find out i got an offer letter from faculty. Guess what did they offered to me. CONTINUE STUDY!!! Yes, i already got one. Actually twice because first i got an offered to continue at oversea and one more is in country for master degree. Now they offered me for Phd. WOW!! Can't believe i got such offer. Never crossed my mind i will continue doing Phd. But they just offer without any scholarship.

Actually it is a good opportunity for me, because it is a chance in a life time to do Phd. About scholarship, I can just apply, and insyaallah with my result i think it is not a problem. But i don't know what my decision right now. I'm just waiting the result for master degree first. Just hope i can make a good decision in my life. At least once!!!

wasalam

The memorable night!

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Some photos taken during Malam Pra Graduan. Gonna miss this time forever. Hope everybody can become an engineer one day.. insyaallah.

Sometimes we have to look to the past

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When you start being a student you tend to think, when all this gonna over? How many years does it takes to live in this miserable life as a student. But when it's over, then you will regret, that it is over. Life as a student.

There are no more holidays, no more skipping classes and no more variation. What we'll face is just the same routine every day until we get retire. At that point you will start thinking how cool to be back, being a student. A miserable life but yet had a lot of fun.

Being an engineering student is not really in my wishing list. I never thought one day I'll be here being an engineering student. But here I am right now completing my final year as an engineering student. Maybe some will says, i am lucky because i can overcome this and get through it until the end.

But sometimes i felt i had make a wrong decision in my entire life by choosing this course. I keep telling it to myself that i had make a wrong decision. But then i think, there are reasons why god make me come out with this decision. Yes, God knows what the best for you.

When looking back to the past, i realized that, before i choose this course, i had pray to God to show me what the best for me and i end up by choosing this course. And now i feel regret because i am now complaining what God had gave to me. What i have done.? I must keep going because i know, God have plan something better for me.

So lets through this life as a student. Because the time is ticking very fast. And use it as best as you can cause you will never sure either you can be in this miserable life again or not because you will start stuck with the same routine in the next maybe 30 years. Being student is a great think that ever happen in your life. Believe me!!

Live as you like.

Assalamualaikum


Well, i know the blog has not been updated for such a long time..don't know what should i write..give me some ideas please.okay, i have the ideas right now!!

What have i done in this past few days when i didn't update my blog??? let see...i bought a guitar..finally i have my own guitar even I'm still a beginner and just know how to play the happy birthday song...hahaha..that's my first song that i learn and can play .Now I'm practicing the song Ode To Joy from Beethoven symphony 9 if I'm not mistaken.

At first my budget is only about RM200 but then i found that with RM200 i just only can get the guitar without any bag, tutorial CD, finger tips,tuner and also stripes. So i have to add on RM55 more to buy the guitar with completely packages as i mentioned earlier. So, the total is about RM255. I know, it is expensive, but when i think it again, it's okay if sometimes i pampered myself with something that i really want even though it is quite expensive. So, i bought the guitar and it not even a week yet!!

So, that's my guitar. Isn't it cool to have a guitar. I think so,but i don't know how about you all..

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Lets talk about another story.Well, today i went to seksyen 7. Guess where i went? I went to karaoke.. Just want to release the stress. I feel really excited and all my housemate also went there. Owh, before that we stop at mamak to have some dinner. At the same time we watched football match between Malaysia and Pakistan. Congratulation to Malaysia. We won 2-0 against Pakistan. Good job to all players!!

Then we straight away go to the karaoke. We take 27 songs!!!And the cost is only RM1 per song. Since we went there 9 person, each of us paid RM3 per person, so we get 27 songs. It is really cheap. Then after about 11pm we straight away went home. It's really tired but we had such a wonderful time especially hang out with the housemate.

Seems like today i talk much about money. Well that's the only idea i have right now. Okay want to go to sleep.

Wasalam