Syawal

Salam

Okay, i know. It's 3rd of Syawal already. But i still want to wish all the muslims out there 'Salam Aidilfitri'..So, how's your raya. ?for me, it's a very unforgettable raya i ever had. Now i'm still in my kampung (Baling,kedah).

We, had visit most of our relative during this raya. 1st of Syawal we went to Baling, Kedah. After raya's prayer, then we all off to Gerik. All of our family gathered there and it was happening. Then,after that we off to Tapah. It's my father's kampung. We arrived there around 10 p.m.

My cousin who married last year, his wife has safely delivered a baby boy named Mohd. Fitri Aziz. Then after had some meal then we off to Bidor. It's my maklang house. It is near to Tapah. There, all my father's relative gathered. It has been a long time we didn't go back to Tapah. For sure, too many stories want to talk about.

2nd of syawal, we went to banting, visiting my pak su. around 4-5 pm we arrived there. Even paksu is sick, he's still do his best. i really hope paksu will be recover. aminn..

Then after 6 pm we went back to Baling, Kedah. Today is my cousin's weeding. The 'akad nikah' will be held after isyak prayer. Then the kenduri will be on 4th of Syawal. We are now really busy with all the preparation since they're not using catering. I've to steal some times to write this entry.

Okay, i think i stop here since there're many works to do. I'll update soon. Sorry there's no picture during this raya. To busy to take even a single of picture. hahaha..

Salam aidilfitri.

Wasalam.

Cuti Raya

Salam

Sekarang tengah bersiap2 nak balik Baling,Kedah. Okeh, we'll be celebrating raya at my mom's kampung. For the 2nd day, akad nikah of my cousin and third day, will be the kenduri. Hari raya keempat will be going to Tapah, my father's kampung. And then raya kelima or keenam will be going to Klang, visiting my paksu. And hari khamis will be going to Terenggganu, kenduri pihak lelaki. And insyaallah will going back to Kangar after kenduri which is on Friday.Hope semua perancangan berjalan lancar. And aku blog ni akan sunyi seketika..

Salam Aidilfitri buat semua. Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Wasalam

Bila Ramadhan berlalu pergi

Salam

How great is your day today? for me, i really excited about today. why? it's the last day of Ramadhan for this year. and tomorrow, we Muslims will be celebrating the Eid,insyaallah. 30 days of fasting just passing by very fast, and now it's come to the end. I'm gonna miss this Ramadhan very much.

So, how the preparation for the Eid.? I'm sure many of us had prepared everything earlier, such as baju raya. same goes to me. i had bought the 'baju raya' on the first week of Ramadhan and it's maroon in color. never wear this color before and don't know how i gonna look alike.

Everyone is very happy right now. Ya, i'm happy too but at the same time it's also sad to leave this Ramadhan. The time runs too fast. and i feel like i don't use this Ramadhan as best as i can. i kind of loss.

I don't want to leave this Ramadhan. i love Ramadhan very much. maybe some of my friend said i'm weird. but that's me. i always waiting for Ramadhan and i really hope that Ramdhan is not just 3o days. b'coz ramadhan is not merely about how many days we're fasting but it's more about the feeling that you get during this Ramadhan. and i bet you'll never get the same feeling being fasting in Ramadhan and being fasting on the regular days.

I'll be missing many thing. Bought 'buka puasa' meal at 'bazar Ramadhan'. Buka puasa dengan kawan-kawan, do the terawih prayer, and the things that i'll be missing more, hear the imam recite quran during the terawih prayer. the feeling that i got during Ramadhan will never be the same after Ramadhan. I just hope that i'll meet the Ramadhan next year.

"Ya Allah, panjangkanlah usiaku, supaya dapat aku bertemu dengan Ramadhan yang penuh keberkatan ini sekali lagi"

Wasalam

note: i know, everybody is wishing for Raya. but i don't feel into it. i just too sad to leave this ramadhan, (T___T)

Unexpected Ramadhan

Salam

5.am this morning, i safely arrived in Kangar. Home sweet home..It's really good to be home, even i know many works waiting when i come home. But it doesn't bother me at all. after had a very rush 'sahur' (wonder why? i arrived at bus station around 5 am, and my brother took me around 5.30am, and subuh will be around 5.54 and we arrived home about 10 minutes before subuh). so we eat as fast as we can..alhamdulillah..dapat jugak makan nasi mak masak.

As i expected, many things to do. Do the laundry, all the cleaning stuff and not forgotten 'anyam ketupat'..but this year, i didn't do the 'anyam ketupat' b'coz my brother and my twin did it. so i just doing all the laundry and cleaning. it was very tired. and me, with my brother baked a pizza for buka puasa. luckily all the pizza was finished!!!

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Wi'm very happy to get home, some sad news just came. i've noticed this year of Ramadhan many sad things happen to me. fight with my friend and twin, was a very sad things happened in my life. i never thought it could happened in this blessing Ramadhan. We never have a fight like this before. Luckily everything went as before. No more fighting but sometimes i do feel sad with everything that came out from her mouth. But for me, just be patient.

When I came home, two more sad things happen. My auntie that i called mak chaq(xtau nak eja macam mana) was hospitalized. it really sad to hear that. hari raya just 1 day more, and now she was hospitalized. how can we celebrating the raya when she's sick. i hope she will get better soon. insyaallah

Another sad things, my 'pak su' was diagnosed with lung cancer, stage 4. i was very shocked when i heard about that news. i've meet him during Lina's convocation and he not showed any signs of his illness. I don't know what should i say. I'm speechless when got that news. i just hope the best for him.

"Ya Allah, terlalu banyak dugaan yang kau berikan pada aku dan orang yang aku sayangi di bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ini. Semoga kami semua sentiasa bersabar dengan segala dugaanMu. Jadikanlah kami diantara orang-orang yang bersabar. Sesungguhnya setiap dugaan yang kau turunkan, pasti mempunyai hikmah disebaliknya."

Wasalam

Does this Ramadhan is better than the previous Ramadhan?

Salam

I know, a lot of us now are wishing for the Eid that will come just a few days more. Same goes to me. Of course, everybody is now waiting for it.

Instead of wishing all my friends, something just came up from my mind. Does my Ramadhan this year is more better than the previous one? Oh! it is really tough question for me. If i say yes, is it true? If i say no, i don't think so.

But for me, i think this Ramadhan is much better than the last Ramadhan i ever had. Every year i waited for Ramadhan. I'm really excited about this month of Ramadhan. It just gave me the feelings that i will never get in other month. It is only in Ramadhan.

Alhamdulillah, i do the tarawih prayer most every night. But i do skip for several days. My health also in good condition, so the fasting become smooth and i don't even feel hungry even though i've a a compact schedule.

This year of Ramdhan, i also do the Tahajjud prayer. Seriously, i never done it before, but i've promise to myself that i will do it one day. and alhamdulillah i've done it in this blessing Ramadhan. The thing that i didn't do, i did not finished the 30 juzuk of al-quran. i wished, one day i'll be done it. but i do read the quran almost every day.

I writing this entry not intend to show-off of what i've done during this Ramadhan, I just want to share about the feeling of Ramadhan that i get. Get up in the morning to do the Tahajjud prayer is quite peaceful. I wish i can continue it even after ramadhan.insyaallah

"Ya Allah, jadikan aku antara hambaMu yang sentiasa istiqamah dalam segala perbuatan yang aku lakukan untuk mendapat keredhaanMu"

Wasalam

I still prefer the old fashion one

Salam

Wah! it's now 27 of ramadhan. can you believe that. time passed so quickly without i'm realizing it. it's only left a few more days before we celebrating the Eid.

Talk about Eid, what came across your mind? for sure, rendang, ketupat, lemang and the variety type of 'kuih raya' and of course the 'baju raya'. But for me, when talk about the Eid, only one across my mind. The 'kad raya'. what the meaning of Eid without the 'kad raya'.rite?

During my school time, 'kad raya' had become very famous to all of us. at that time, there's no hand phone, friendster, twitter and of course facebook. so, i used 'kad raya' as a medium to send the greetings to all my friends. besides, 'kad raya' is the only way to do the job.

i still remember, i received a lot of 'kad raya' during that time and it's really enjoyed to read what my friends wrote in it. when i read, then i smiled, because sometimes they wrote something funny and memorable. they also decorate the 'kad raya' in their own way, and it really impressed me.

but when it came to the time i went to matriculation and university, the technologies has become very popular. all things are done by the technologies.everything! and now, the 'kad raya' not become the 1st choice to use as a medium to greets others.they prefer to use technologies rather than the old fashion one.

but for me what is Eid without a 'kad raya' that we received from our schoolmates. it has a sentimental value on it. even if we use technologies, it still doesn't give the same feeling as we get the 'kad raya'. i know it is quite old fashion, but i don't care.

have you ever heard about master card tagline? there're something money can't buy, for everything else, there's master card. i want to change this tagline into the Eid way.

"There's something technology can't do, for everything else there's technology"..hahahhaa..it quite funny, but that's the reality.

wasalam

Perjalanan melebihi 12 jam

Salam

Tak lama lagi nak raya!!! Tak sabar menunggu, tapi aku masih lagi kat Shah Alam.Orang lain suma dah balik..memang terasa sedih betul..Hari selasa baru aku balik..lambat lagi tuh..and akan dijangka tiba di Perlis pada pagi Rabu. insyaallah..

So hari Jumaat ari tuh aku ngan kembar aku pergi UKM.memang tiap2 tahun kitorang akan pergi UKM. tapi kali ni special skit, sebab kitorang pergi time hari jadi kak nad. Best part, boyfriend kak nad, khairi buat suprise kat dia.so, sweet.

Ok next day pulak hari jadi khairi pulak..berturut2 hari jadi diorang. so, hari sabtu tuh, kitorang bercadang nak pergi kl nak beli baju raya kak nad. tapi khairi xdapat ikot sebab dia kerja. kitorang bertolak dari UKM pukul 2 petang, naik tren.

Sampai kl central trus beli tiket lrt pegi masjid jamek.memang kami sebenarnya dah buat pilihan yang salah. orang jangan cakap la..memang ramai gila.xtau datang mana la orang ramai2 tuh...memang xlarat berjalan, tambah2 dalam keadaan sesak tuh.kaki toksah cakap la, macam nak tercabut.last sekali baju yang dicari xdak gak.buat penat pi sampai masjid jamek.

so, kitorang decide nak pergi SOGO. sogo pun ramai orang gak..pusing kejap ja, then terus decide pegi Times square. kitorang amik lrt pegi Hang Tuah. sampai Hang Tuah kena jalan plak pi Imbi. sampai imbi, pergi solat. lepas pegi solat, gi jalan2 jap, then jumpa baju yang kak nad berkenan.tapi xda saiz plak.

memandangkan dah nak berbuka, kitorang decide pegi kfc.pergh!!!orang jangan cakap la..memang ramai la..tempat duduk memang xdak langsung.so, terpaksa la beli air ja untuk berbuka.then gi solat maghrib baru la berbuka kat kfc..memang penat..

nak balik, kitorang kena berjalan lagi pergi hang tuah.amik lrt pi bandar tasik selatan.then tukar naek tren sampai ke UKM. then kat nad ajak pi uptown kat kajang, tapi khairi ajak gi cheras lak.so, kitorang decide balik UKM dulu.dalam kul 11 malam sampai UKM. kul 12 lebih kitorang pergi cheras.

penat berjalan, akhirnya jumpa gak baju kak nad. then pergi sahur kat mapley.kul 5 lebih balik UKM.lepas subuh, baru tido..penat weh!!!berjalan lebih dari 12 jam..sib baek jumpa baju raya, kalo tak penat ja berjalan..

esoknya tuh, kitorang pun berangkat pulang ke shah alam .xsabar nak balik rumah.i miss home so much.xsabar tunggu raya, but at the same time i'll miss this ramadhan damn much.hopefully i'll meet ramadhan next year.

wasalam