Vice Chancellor Award 75th Convocation

Alhamdulillah, finally!

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah, finally! After 4 years of struggling and study, now I'm officially graduate. I don't know how to express my feeling, only God knows what I feel right now. Alhamdulillah. The convocation day went very well, even though it was raining during that day and I can't meet all my friends.. But I hope one day we can meet each other back. InsyaAllah.

But I still feel very happy because, me together with my best friend during high school attended the convocation on the same day!! And plus my family were there except for my big brother since he had a class on that day. The ceremony starts at 2.30 pm and ended around 5 pm.. And as usual we took a lot of photos, I mean, really lot of photos!! Owh, I forgot! My faculty also did an event to celebrate us as graduates. Once again thank you!!

Supposed I have many things to say about what happen to me for these past months, but I will keep that later, and just take all of you to enjoy my picture!!hahahha.. Once again thank you to my twin because spared her time to be my photographer on that day even though she was really busy. Thanks! So lets take a look at the pictures!

The part 2 coming soon..Just wait for it!

Ya Allah, give me strength to face all these trials.

Assalamualaikum.

I don't know how should I start. What should I write. Everything was mixed up. Sad, disappointed, that's what I feel. I just want to cry. Because that's the only way I can do it right now. I don't have any strength to overcome this feeling. I feel very down and giving up.

Maybe some of you did know what was happened to me. I know, some would say it just a small thing and it was me that make it looks complicated to solve. But I don't care what others want to say, because it is my feeling and it was what  I have dream for a long time.

Yes, I know I'm not a brilliant student and I never been one. But everybody have their own dream that they wish one day they can get it. Same goes to me. I was struggled for about 4 years to achieve this thing. I really want to study abroad, and when I have a chance, it was me who ruined it up. I didn't pass the IELTS requirement and just managed to get band 6 whereas the requirement needs 7.

It was so frustrated. I used my own money to take the exam and I'd burden both of my parents in order to take this exam. I'm just an idiot. That what can I say. Now I don't know what should I do. Should I take the exam one more time.? I don't know. I can't make any decisions. I don't want to burden my parents more. Even now,I already give problems to them. I think I just want to giving up in further my study.

I don't have any plan B. I don't get any proper job and my contract will end soon. Yes, I'm fret. Most of my friends have been employed. Some can even buy a car. Me? Even go to work, my father sends and pick me up. I don't know how my life gonna be. Ya Allah give me strength. 

To my friend Nurita, thanks for your support. I really appreciated that. 

It's not easy to be me

Disappointed

Frustrated

Sad

Not confident

Problems

44th USM Convocation

Assalamualaikum.

How good is today because it is already Friday. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE Friday very much, because there will be holiday tomorrow.Hehehe..

Okay, nothing much to say, just want to share with all of you some pictures during my younger brother's convocation. It was yesterday. And alhamdulillah everything went well, he's now officially a Geophysics graduate. Congratulation bro! Hope he will get a good job. InsyaAllah.

I only take a few pictures, because the weather were really hot and he can't stand wearing the suit. It's okay, at least there're still have pictures rather than not having at all.

Can't wait for my convocation on the end of October.!!!

Wasalam

 

The two junctions

Assalamualaikum.

Before it too late, I just wanna wish all of Muslim out there selamat hari raya and maaf zahir batin. Hope all of you enjoyed your Eid.

 Now, it is already September and it has been like 4 months I graduated from Universiti Teknologi Mara. But still I didn't get a proper job. I just feel want to give up. Even though I'm working as a teacher right now, it is just temporary and it will end in a few months.

Many people ask me, either I want to work or continue study. My answer, see what God will give to me, and insyaAllah God will give what the best for me. Yes, I really want to continue my study actually, but at the same time I'm trying to find a job because I don't want to take a risk.

Continue study is a long way to go and the process will take a lot of time. So, I have to prepare myself. I'm just afraid that I will not be able to pursue my study, since I'm like giving it up. I don't know. But still I'll try and at the same time I want to find a job. A proper job. A job that will not burden me neither my family.

Wasalam

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