Bersangka Baiklah Kepada Allah

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Kekadang Allah takdirkan ujian dan dugaan untuk menyedarkan kembali jiwa-jiwa yang lalai dan hati yang terleka agar kembali semula kepadaNya. Adakalanya musibah itu terjadi untuk menyedarkan jiwa dan hati diatas perbuatan-perbuatan kita. Dan adakalanya juga, musibah yang menimpa hidup kita itu tanda kerinduan Allah untuk mendengar luahan hati kita lantaran sunyinya hati kita dari berdoa, meminta kepada Allah.

Allah sayangkan kita. That is something that we have to keep in our mind. What ever happen, mesti ada hikmah disebaliknya. Today, Allah tested me.  Allah baru uji sikit, aku dah sedih, dah fikir yang bukan - bukan. I thought, Allah doesn't love me. Then I read this article. I became more sad. Memang betul, musibah yang Allah turunkan tuh adalah untuk menyedarkan kita. 

And when I think it back, ujian yang Allah turunkan kat aku ni baru sikit, sedangkan ada orang yang 

Allah turunkan ujian lagi dasyat tapi mereka mampu besabar dan terus bersangka baik dengan Allah.

Mungkin selama aku lalai, bila aku senang aku lupakan Dia, and bila susah baru nak cari Dia.  :(

Tapi itu lah tanda Allah sayang pada kita. Dia nak kita tak terus alpa. Dia nak kita selalu ingat padaNya.

Dia nak kita berdoa dan merayu padaNya. Tapi kita masih lagi bersangka buruk padaNya.

So, aku kena lihat benda ni dari another perspective. Aku kena bersyukur sebab ujian Allah ni 

membuktikan yang Allah sayang pada aku. Alhamdulillah  :)

Ramadhan update!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Alhamdulillah, we are in the month of Ramadhan. How great to be in this month. It's such a gift from Allah to us. See how Allah loves us? If He doesn't love us, why He gave such a wonderful month for us to worship to Him.? A month where every good deed that we do will be flooded with full of abundant reward.. Allhamdulillah. We have been given a chance to breathe and live it this month. The month that everyone is waiting for. So, don't forget to say Alhamdulillah.  :)

So apparently, there's nothing much to say. Alhamdulillah, I have completed writing my research proposal, and just waiting for correction from my supervisor. :) And I hope, I gonna be able to defense on September. InsyaAllah :)

Another good news, my friend is getting engaged on the 5th of Syawal. I was so happy for her but at the 

same time I feel so sad.. But I really hope I can be at her engagement day..InsyaAllah

And after 5 months, eventually I will be going back to Perlis.. Alahmdulillah.  :)

"Malaikat Jibril datang kepadaku dan berkata:"Rugilah (kecewa) orang yang bila namamu disebut dia tidak mengucapkan shalawat atasmu". Aku mengucap:"Amin". "Rugi orang yang berkesempatan hidup bersama kedua orang tuanya tetapi dia tidak dimasukkan ke syurga". Aku berkata:"Amin". Jibril berkata lagi:"Rugi orang yang berkesempatan hidup pada bulan Ramadhan, tetapi tidak sampai terampuni dosa-dosanya". Lalu aku mengucapkan:"Amin". -Riwayat Imam Ahmad

Use this month to the maximum. It comes once every year, and we can't be guaranteed we will be able to 

meet Ramadhan next year. Let makes this Ramadhan is the best Ramadhan in our life. InsyaAllah

We live once, so grab the opportunity!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

The 1st semester will end just in a few months. Alhamdulillah, now I can breathe. Hopefully all the hard work pays off. InsyaAllah. Pray for me  :)... And in less than a week Ramadhan will come, do we ready for it? Just ask your self either you have prepare for it or not. Mentally and of course spiritually  :). Lets have the best Ramadhan this year. InsyaAllah.

Since 1st semester will be end, I have been thought many things about my life. What I'm gonna do for the rest of my life. Of course being a good Muslim is my first priority. But being a good Muslim doesn't mean you have to limit your self from doing something you like. I don't like just being a typical Muslim.

So far, I have experienced being a teacher. Even though it was a challenging job, but when I think it back, I have go through the difficult part and now I can tell my friends about my experience. Isn't that good? For me yes. Every experience have their own value even though it just a small one.

I have tried doing quilling art. That was the biggest thing in my life that I thought at first, I can't do it. But look now, I can take order from my teacher. And thanks to my teacher. I think, if she didn't push me to do it, until now, I still think I can't do it. And yes, I have accomplished two of my wishlist for this year. I got my own quilling tools and unlimited(xda la unlimited sangat pun...hehehhee) paper stock to do this quilling art.. Still there are wishlist that I don't accomplish yet. Maybe I have to postpone for next year. Maybe...

And currently I'm interested with bead. Yes! Beading. I've bought 2 tutorials for crumble technique which I like so much. But I didn't try it since I'm quite busy with my master. But InsyaAllah I'll try. My housemate said, I try many things. I replied, in this world, if we like something, just grab that opportunity. Do it. Even though just for a moment. The experience is the most important. For me la.. I don't care if people say I just do something halfway. Because for me, I want the experience. 

And talk about beading, I found that, Malaysian, especially Malay, they don't like to share what they have. It's so hard to find the beading lesson in the web. It is just like impossible. Even for one pattern you have to buy the tutorial. Not like westerners, they share what they have. They even give a free tutorial. That the attitude that we want. We have to believe, our 'rezeki' all came from Allah. 

Currently, I have been reading one blog that was so damn awesome. Seriously, I can't stop reading her blog. She inspired me to go for travel. She is a backpacker. And what amazing about her, she went for travel alone.!! I like the way she travel. Most of us travel with intention to go for shopping. But for her, she travel to see the world. Yes that is travel. It is different from being a traveler and a tourist. 

“Tourists don’t know where they’ve been, travelers don’t know where they’re going.” – Paul Theroux

For those who are interested with travelling especially backpacking, just read her blog. You will be inspired!

http://backpackerbusuk.blogspot.com/

So, the point here is, everything that come across you life, if you want to do or want to achieve it, just grab it. Don't waste your time when you are young. Do, everything that you like..(benda2 jahat jangan la buat pula yerr ).. So, when you get old, you have something to tell to your children, or maybe your grandchildren. And remember this quote :

Every moment is an experience.

Jake Roberts

So, don't waste the moment!!!

Time

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

I haven't going back home for almost 4 months. It was so frustrating. The time is ticking so fast and now we are in July and Ramadhan will come just in a few weeks. How was my progress? Still in testing the method and yes, I'm exhausted with the matlab code. Sometimes I feel, why I'm doing this. Am I gonna succeed.?

It's hard to be in a positive mood. I have to speed up my progress, but how? Will miracle come? But do I have to wait for miracle and doing nothing. uhhhhhh.. It's so hard, I don't even have a chance to breathe. I'm planning to defense my research proposal on September, but I'm afraid I can't be ready for it. My proposal still in progress, but I haven't write any words in methodology section since the method still didn't meet the requirement. And yes, my supervisor didn't check anything yet since I'm not finish writing the proposal. 

Yes, I'm afraid for the worst thing. I'm afraid I can't defense my proposal on September, which mean I have to postpone.I'm really afraid of that. I keep thinking about my research and I never think positive because I'm afraid I'm just dreaming with it. What should I do now. ?