The will of my own!

Assalamualaikum.

So, how's your holiday.? I hope everybody enjoy their holiday!! Entry before I'd wrote that i already quit. So maybe some of you curios, did i already got a job. ?Actually it was a cashier at one of the supermarket at my place. Not really a big supermarket, but just an ordinary one.

I know, it just a shame because i just can't stand there even for a week.!! It was really tough. Even doing practical at TNB is not though as this one. I had to worked for 12 hour everyday and they only paid me for only RM400. They will be over time each day for like 3 hours and each hour I'll be paid for RM 2 and they are no shift at all.

Actually, it was my bad because i already know about that but about the overtime i just knew it after i sign the agreement. It was a mistakes. I thought i would be able to stand there for 12 hour every day, but after a day and half, i made up my decision to quit. I don't care what the manager will say, what i know, i just tired working for 12 hours!!

This is my first experience working with a pay. Yes, it was tough, and now i really appreciate being home. Even though every day i have to do cleaning, laundry and cooking, it is more meaningful rather than working for 12 hour. Allah has show me that working to get money didn't make me happy instead i always feel stress and tired, but by helping my mom, i feel like, if i don't help her, who will. After all, maybe after this i don't have this opportunity to help my mother. So, this is the time for me to pay for all what had she done for me. Thank you mak!!

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Continue study. It is other things that make me feel very stress thinking of it. Should i go for master.? Or should i just pursue Phd? It is a tough decision to make. I'd asked a lot of my friends and most of them said to go for Phd. Because it's more fast rather than taking master than Phd. My mind just mixed up with all these. But one of my friends said " just go for master. Phd is not your level yet." When i think it back what he'd said was absolutely true. Even doing degree was tough, i bet Phd is more tough rite??

So, i just made up my decision. I will go for master even though i don't get the offer yet. I already attended the interview, but still there's no answer.I know, it's a risky decision for me. But i have to believe in myself. Either master or Phd.? Phd takes about 3 years to complete, but I'd asked one of my friend, he said he has a friend who did Phd without taking master, and it takes 5 years to finish. So it just the same as you taking master then take Phd. But it all depend on the person itself. If he/she committed doing their research 3 years is not a big deal. But for me i think i just want to go step by step.

I don't care what people will say to me. Maybe some of them will say that i just miss this chance, but i have my own reason of doing that. Even though i will not get the title Dr fast, but i will not be regret one day insyaAllah. I just hope this decision is the best decision and hope Allah will bless my choice and decision.. Amin...

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My disease?? It still the same. I already went to a doctor, and as usual he said I'm allergic. It is ridiculous.!! How come i get allergic everyday?? It just like i eat the same thing every day. But still the doctor insisted that i have allergic. The weird thing is that, even though i didn't get any meal on that day, they will be the same. So now what would you said? Am I still allergic to food?? Even though i didn't eat at all. hurm..Tomorrow my father will bring me to see another doctor and i hope this time, the doctor will not say, "It is allergic!". I just fade up listen to that word, because it doesn't make any sense at all..

Wasalam

See me as you all see others

" Don't look me as a smart nor brilliant student, because i'm not that kind of student. I'm just an ordinary student, who go and sometimes skip the classes. Why i'm telling this? Because i don't want one day one of you start questioning me, why can't i achieve something that a smart and brilliant person should achieve, and that time you will realize that i'm not either a smart nor brilliant person."

Can you be more responsible?

Salam.

I really hate those who do not have any sense of responsibility in carrying out their work. When the works was accountable for you, so do until you finished it. Don't just do it half way because there's no one that will continue the work that you left.

Wasalam

Kamu yang akan terima akibatnya!

Salam.

Seperti yang dah sedia maklum, aku sekarang tengah dalam mood exam..so asyik study...study..study (kononnya macam banyak ja study hahahaha)

Ada satu ja aku nak sangat tulis dalam entri aku hari ni..Tolong renungkannya ok. Sapa yg terasa tuh, aku mintak maaf. Mungkin cara ini boleh menyedarkan kamu!

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda yang bermaksud: ”Sesiapa yang ditanya tentang ilmu lalu dia menyembunyikannya akan diikat mulutnya (meletakkan kekang di mulutnya seperti kuda) dengan kekang dari api neraka pada Hari Kiamat.”

- Riwayat Abu Daud dan at-Tirmidzi

wasalam

Bila ada yang makan gaji buta, orang lain yang menjadi mangsa

Salam.

Lama rasanya tak update blog aku ni..huhuhu..sorry la..sebab aku sekarang ni tengah busy struggle dengan final exam yg dah xlama lagi...lagi 5 hari...sungguh menakutkan bila pikir balik exam yg akan menjelang tiba.

Tapi bukan la aku nak tulis pasal exam aku tuh ari ni. So, tertanya2 tak dengan tajuk entri aku ni??Apa???tak???ok, xkisah. Sebelum aku start tulis pasal tajuk entri aku ni, biar la aku memaklumkan, aku bukan menuduh sesiapa dalam entri yg bakal aku tulis ni. Tapi semuanya datang dari apa yg aku lihat.

Hari ni macam biasa la, aku bangun kul 9, having breakfast, then start study..semuanya berjalan lancar, and xda masalah. Tapi masalah muncul bila dah sampai tengah hari. Salah seorang housmate aku bukak facebook and ada seorang telah memaklumkan bahawa taklimat praktikal akan diadakan pada 6 Mei 2010 jam 9.15 pagi.

Ok.So, aku nak start cita aku. Kenapa taklimat tu dibuat pada 6 Mei? Kenapa tak awal lagi? Kenapa time exam? and kenapa time orang dah beli tiket nak balik, baru inform nak buat? Sebab 'maybe' ada orang yg xbuat kerja dan hanya makan gaji buta.

Entri aku sebelum ni ada aku maklumkan macam mana susahnya aku nak berurusan dengan pihak fakulti untuk proses permohonan praktikal aku ni. Aku pelik, kenapa fakulti lain bley buat taklimat tuh sebelum exam? Sebelum apply praktikal?

Tapi fakulti aku???Time kitorang sibuk nak exam diorang pun sibuk nak buat taklimat. Sedangkan sebelum ni masa banyak, xnak pulak buat. Masalah sekarang bukan la sebab dia buat time exam. Masa yg ditetapkan tuh dah bertindih dengan masa aku nak balik perlis. Aku balik 5 Mei so memang confirm la aku xleh pergi.

So, kenapa yg aku nak pergi sangat taklimat tuh?? Bukan la aku ni nak jadi budak baik nak hadiri semua taklimat yg diadakan oleh fakulti. Taklimat ni penting, sebab aku nak ambik buku log, kalo tak apa guna la aku praktikal. Buang masa ja la kan?

So, my housmate decide untuk call koordinator pratikal.. sayangnya, dia xdapat nak menolong sebab tarikh tuh dah ditetapkan oleh pihak pejabat fakulti...So sekarang dah tau la kerja sapa..Aku pelik, sebelum ni dah ramai yg pergi tanya bila nak ada taklimat, time tu, before exam lagi..aku ulang BEFORE EXAM. Last 2 days kawan aku pergi tanya lagi, and jawapan dia seperti yg sekarang la.

So, nampak tak? Sapa yg menyusahkan sapa disebabkan ada yg makan gaji buta? Punya la banyak masa sebelum ni xnak buat..aishhh..geram aku..!!!!

Sekarang terpaksa la aku tukar tiket aku. Nasib baik la aku bley tukar, sebab ada yg xleh tukar, burn la jawabnya tiket tu. Kalo pihak fakulti nak bayar, xpa la jugak.Ini tak!!! Yang lebih kesian, ada yg praktikal kat sini dan nak balik kampung 5 Mei ni sebab 10 Mei dah nak kena datang balik terpaksa jugak tukar tiket.

Kalo ada tiket lagi xpa la, kalo xda macam mana? Xbalik la jawabnya..sedih betol..semua ni disebabkan ada yg makan gaji buta!!!!dah la tu, siap ugut lagi kalau xdatang nanti xdapat A..boleh pulak cakap macam tu???sedangkan diorang yg xbuat kerja, kami yg jadi mangsa!

wasalam