An update

Assalamualaikum.

Yeah, I know it is already more than 2 weeks i didn't update this blog. Seriously, I don't have time even a second (i know, it is a lie, it is just a metaphor to show you all that I'm really busy for past 2 weeks).

Maybe some of you did noticed that I already got a job even it is just temporary. Yes, I'm employed and now I'm working as a teacher. A replacement English teacher to be exact. Maybe some of you will start questioning me, am I qualified to be a teacher moreover as an English teacher. I know I'm not that good in English, but I try to improve it day by day.

At first I didn't want to attend the interview, but my mom said to me, just go and try. So, I attended the interview on 13 June 2011. Okay, I didn't prepare anything on that day, because I thought I will not get the job. But, maybe God really want to give this job to me, so the interview was a succeed even I know, it was a terrible interview I ever attend.

So, on 14 June 2011, I went to the school that I have been attached for teaching, Sekolah Kebangsaan Lubuk Sireh. A primary school in a rural area. I have been attached with Year 2 and Year 3 for English subject and Year 4 for Sivik subject. I don't have any idea how to teach Sivik, because for entire life I never learned Sivik.

I got the last class. The class that students come to school not for study but to play. Yes, It was hard and tough. The standard of the school is really at critical. They don't even know how to write and read. Can you imagine, Year 3 students, just know how to write his name. Anything else, No! I was shocked at first. I never thought I will be teaching this kind of students. Never paid attention in class, played in class, didn't bring books to school and even pencils.

It was tough, really tough and was miserable. They don't even scared with 'rotan'. Until now, I don't know how to handle them. I just hope I can still be patience with them. I really hope. All the teachers there are really friendly. I just love making friends with them. I'm also a class teacher for class 2B. And there're twin. Boys. :)

This has been week 3, and there are long journey I have to faces. Just wishing me Gud luck for coming days.

Wasalam

Allhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum

There's no other word to describe how i feel when this result came out. Alhamdulillah. Syukur kepada Allah.

23rd Birthday!

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah I'm now 23. Thanks to Allah for giving this opportunity to live in this world until today.Alhamdulillah.

So, yesterday was my birthday, but I'm not kind a person who celebrate their birthday. Just be thankful to God is more than enough, because we never know how long we will be in this world.

To celebrate my birthday, my mother cooked mee kari. I tell you, her mee kari is the best.!!Thanks mom for preparing me this meal. She prepared the mee kari on the night before. Once again thanks.

In the evening my younger brother decided to make a homemade ice cream. It was miserable at first because i don't really know how to make ice cream. Based on his instruction, I knew there were something wrong with the ingredients and the way to make the ice cream. Alhamdulillah, everything went smoothly even though not really smooth, but the ice cream turns out very well. It's an ice cream, the taste, the look, just similar to ice cream from the store. So now i have the experience on making an ice cream, and insyaallah i can do better next time. ^___^

Around 5 pm my older brother asked me to searched on the internet on how to make a picnic table. And that evening was ended with me, younger brother and older brother making the picnic table. The table is not done yet, and insyaallah by tomorrow we can finish it. I'll show the complete one later on.

That was the plan that we were used. And we just used the used woods to make this table, since the woods are still in good condition. Can't wait to see the result. And by night, i decided to make a roti jala since there still have a leftover of kari ayam.

This was a very meaningful birthday i ever had. Hope next year will be more joyful. Thanks for those whore are wished me at the facebook and also sms. Thank you!!!

Wasalam

Tears are falling

A sad song with meaningful lyric. Just listen it carefully and understand the meaning. I'm gonna cry each time i listen to this song.

You are breathing, you are living in my heart
Heart is beating, you are walking in my heart
From the day you came to me was longing
You are calling me
Tears are falling again painful tears are falling
My heart is hurting, hurting because of you
On the day that i miss you, on the day that i miss you this much
Tears are falling because i want to see you
I choked on my tears, i swallowed the words
That i love you
I send those words to the wind
I send them far away, the words that i want to see you
The words i could not say, they become a long sigh
So they flow in my heart
Tears are falling again painful tears are falling
My heart is hurting, hurting because of you
Tears are falling because i want to see you
Tears are falling again, you are falling
Filled in my heart, filled in my heart with you
It becomes painful tears and longing tears
You are living in my heart like that
Tears are falling again painful tears are falling
Because i love you, because they are tears of love
Even if you are by my side
Like this the words i couldn't say i love you.